Monday, August 27, 2012

3 Bulan 27 Hari

Assalamualaikum to all readers

I know, I know. It had been months since my last post. It may felt like ages for some (for those who often read my post) and it may felt like nothing (for those who did not bother). But honestly for myself, it just felt like a split seconds. But anyway, I just want to apologize. It had been busy (ok fine, I lied. I just do not have the idea to spread the words).

But Alhamdulillah, since it has been a lot of things that happened for the past 3 months and 27 days, I have a few things that I can write, I think?? In my previous post I already wrote about my internship at Propel Network Sdn. Bhd. It ended on 27th of July. Though I was offered to continue, I took the decision of saying “NO”. Some questions my decision but I believe my reasons are not for all to know. Ok, moving on.

Terlajak perahu boleh di undur, terlajak kata buruk padahnya” (apehal tiba-tiba mode bahasa pulak ni?). Tapi itulah yang terjadi, beberapa bulan yang lalu. Hanya beberapa orang sahaja yang tahu, the rest…no point of telling. Terlalu pedas ayatku hingga terasa hatinya. Some say it was his fault but I still believe it’s mine. I did apologize but I guess sometimes, it just meant nothing. (Since when my apology did matter to anyone kan? Haha). I do wonder, when others said harsh things to them, it seems fine. But when it was me, why does it felt like the world is against me? Discrimination perhaps? OK, next.

This year Ramadhan and Syawal had been awesome. For the first time in my life, I managed to khatam my Quran on 22nd of Ramadhan (but my friend managed to do so on 15th. Envy her.) As for Syawal, nothing much differ from the Raya’s before. On the day of 1st Syawal, we gathered as one big happy family, visited some relatives in Perak, attending open houses. The same agendas each Raya. Hehe.

Tetapi benda yang paling istimewa yang berlaku pada Aidilfitri kali ini ialah berlangsungnya perkahwinan anntara dua orang ahli keluarga MPP 09/10 antara Amirul-Naqib dan Nurul Nadia (kembali ke penggunaan bahasa ibunda). Percintaan semenjak zaman pentadbiran MPP yang berputik, akhirnya menjejak ke pelamin juga. Syukur diucapkan kehadrat Ilahi menyatukan dua hati mereka. Moga perkahwinan kekal hingga ke syurga. MPP yang lain pun secara tiba-tiba bersemangat untuk mengikut jejak langkah mereka berdua. (Mine is still too far, so don’t bother to ask.)

Actually there are more things that happened during these months. It is just that I AM LAZY to write them all up. And some are only for a handful of people. Until next time, assalamualaikum.